I’m fascinated by people who claim their life has followed a plan.  Mine seems to be all over the board.  I wonder if I’m a bad planner because I didn’t think I would be divorced, unemployed and having to move to get work.  None of that was in my plan.

I understand people are all different.  Maybe some people are created to follow their own scripts and some, like me, are tossed around like a salad getting mixed in with lots of other veggies and stuff we never intended to be tossed with.

One thing I have come to know is perseverance.  I wonder if people who’s life follows a plan understands perseverance the way I do.  I wonder what they understand that I don’t.

Supposedly God has plans for me.  I wish I knew what they were.  I wish he would reveal them in a very understandable way.  I wish he would speak to me in a way that I know it’s all going to be okay.  I don’t have a clue what the plan is and what is going to come out of the blue next.  I wish I knew the plan.

Grace and peace.