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23 Friday Mar 2012

Posted by Seeking Peace in Crazy Love, insanity, mentally troubled

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It’s late Thursday night and I haven’t slept well in weeks which only leads my warped mind to warp a little more and I come up with questions in my head that are perverse, bizarre, scary, darkly humorous and a few other things that make me wonder about myself as much or more than anyone else wonder’s about the status of my brain synapses or whether there are brain synapses and I also write in run-on sentences when I get really tired.  
Here’s the question…
I wonder if cat deaths have increased with the advent of the remote start feature on cars?  
Crazy, I know, but I hear about cats curling up on engines and sometimes not escaping even with opening and closing doors.  Now, people can start their cars without being in them so how do the cats know it’s time to split?  
Yes, I need sleep.  
I’m out.

Dream Sharing

06 Monday Jun 2011

Posted by Seeking Peace in Bart, Crazy Love, dream, dreams, God's love, Sirman

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It’s scary sharing your dreams.  What if people laugh at you?  What if people talk about you behind your back?  What if people think you are crazy?  What if you are crazy?  Or…

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What if they want to share in the dream, crazy or not?
Wednesday, I taught my last lesson out of Crazy Love at our workplace Bible study and my good friend Bart shared his dream of helping these guys we’ve met over in Denton.  As he shared, the interest level in what he discussed was evident and when he was done, everyone was offering to help in some way.
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Sometimes our dreams seem wacky to the ways of the world but perfectly legitimate to people who want to be disciples of Christ.  Sometimes we are crazy for dreaming our dreams based on what the world/flesh tells us we should want or want to do but they seem so normal to God.

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Normal to God.  Now that’s a subject that I need to explore sometime.

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Anyway, one of the favorite lines I ever heard Matt Chandler say in one of his sermon’s was “how long do we have to study the playbook before we start running the plays?”  I know Bart’s dream today is going to be reality soon…no longer a dream to think about but an action that is happening, that is revealing God to guys who are waiting to be loved, that is meeting physical, emotional and spiritual needs and hopefully, setting up some guys to find success in managing their physical life and success is growing in their spiritual walk.

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Grace and peace to you.
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A Good Start

17 Thursday Feb 2011

Posted by Seeking Peace in Crazy Love, love, sin

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Wednesday was the kick-off day for our workplace Bible study using the book Crazy Love.  Yes, you know I love Crazy Love and I’m excited to begin a study around the ideas offered by Francis Chan in this book.  The first class was an introduction of the book idea, my approach to getting through it and to me.  Several of the people in the study know something about me but I went back deeper in my history than usual and walked them through my growing up and how I got to this point in life and why this book has helped me know God so much better than I think I would have done on my own.  I got some positive feedback from a few of the participants and am thankful my prayer all morning worked – simply that God would make me a conduit of the words He wanted everyone to hear. 

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Here’s something that crossed my mind the other day.  Who’s more concerned with sin; God or me?  Who’s more concerned with living out of love; God or me?  I think God is more interested in seeing me live a life of love than He is concerned with me sinning.  I’m caught up in 1 John 4 saying that “perfect love drives out fear.”  I can’t get this verse out of my head because I want to live in God’s perfect love and I want to be a man who shares God’s perfect love with everyone I come in contact with.  I’m not there yet but pray that I will be one day. 

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God, work on my heart, work in my heart and work through my heart.  Make me a light shining brightly, eliminating darkness and reflecting the glory of your majesty.

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Grace and peace to you.
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Neutral

21 Friday Jan 2011

Posted by Seeking Peace in Chan, Crazy Love, neutral

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I feel like I’m stuck in neutral.  I have a desire to do things for the kingdom yet each day I feel like I am just going through the motions to get through the day.  My prayer life is in neutral.  My reading is in neutral.  My journaling is in neutral.  Oddly, while I feel completely in neutral, I have people from a Bible study I lead at work telling me how meaningful some of the things I mentioned meant to them or helped them in how they see things in their life.  I’m thankful because all I ask is that God will speak through me and it makes me wonder if I feel like I’m in neutral simply because I’m not trying to be in control as has been my custom for many years.  Maybe I am in neutral and allowing God to work but I wouldn’t expect to feel like I’m in neutral if that’s the case.  I’m baffled.

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I am looking forward to the coming weeks of our workplace Bible study.  I will be leading a study through one of my favorite books, Crazy Love.  I expect to lose my feeling of neutral while going back through Chan’s book because it has moved me so deeply in the past.  Or, maybe I’ll feel the same as I ask God to again speak loudly and deliberately through me during that study. 

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Grace and peace to you.
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Obsession

05 Wednesday Jan 2011

Posted by Seeking Peace in Chan, Crazy Love, obsessed, obsession

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I’m teaching class tonight as we continue working through Crazy Love.  I think I was asked to teach the chapter on being obsessed with Jesus because it’s one that I need to work on so much.  I don’t know that I’m obsessed with anything but when I think about what I might be obsessed by “Mercedes” pops into my head.  I’ve always wanted one and now the Mercedes G500 is on my list of things I really, really want.  I have no need for it.  I don’t have the money it takes to acquire one.  I just want one.

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Frances Chan, in the study video for Crazy Love, talks about how it makes sense to him that the early Christians were obsessed with Jesus.  They had been around him and listened to him, then they saw him die followed by seeing the empty tomb and the resurrected Christ among them.  They were living in the middle of it so the fact that they gathered together, sold their possessions and took care of each others needs doesn’t seem far-fetched.  He goes on (and this is the part I like) and says it would be much harder for him to believe they were obsessed with the Christ if they had said, “hey, let’s have services once a week and sing some songs and listen to a sermon and then go our own way the rest of the week.”  Cracks me up…and it doesn’t change his comment for me very much if you throw in Sunday night and Wednesday night.

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I’ve been satisfied for far too long with making an appearance at the church building and going on my way saying I was a follower of Christ.  I want to be more obsessed with the things Jesus was obsessed with.  Sure, he spent time teaching but his time was much more about helping others with their spiritual AND physical needs.  The church I’ve attended all my life touts our “pattern theology” and, maybe it’s just me, but I don’t feel I have been a part of the group that follows the pattern of the church in Acts 2:42.  I’m more accustomed to thinking about what I have, not what I am giving away to someone who needs it.  I’m more accustomed to worrying about tax rates and savings accounts and the size of my 401k than being willing to give all I have and trust God will provide all I need.  I want to look more like that church in 2:42.  I want people to identify me with that body.

I don’t want to be misunderstood (though I can imagine it easy when dealing with my crazy mind) so I want to be clear that what I’m talking about is a heart that is willing to give everything to God.  Does that mean that could include physical possessions?  Yes, definitely.  Does that mean I earn any standing with God because I did something?  NO!  I don’t want anyone to think I’m saying I have to do some physical act to get in God’s good graces.  I lived that theology for far too long.  I’m talking about a heart and mind that is obsessed for God and, I believe, if I have that the physical acts will follow from a desire to be a servant to others.

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Chan talks in the video about how the 2:42 church shared all their stuff – their houses, their money, their cars.  It makes me think.  I don’t care if anyone borrows my 2002 truck.  It’s got 150,000 miles on it, plenty of scratches and I’m not worried about it.  But, park a Mercedes G500 in the driveway and I’m not sure I’m as willing to let you take it as the old truck.  At that point, what am I really obsessed with?

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I want to be obsessed with living the life God wants me to live.  Maybe that includes a car that doesn’t seem reasonable for me, more likely it doesn’t.  Either way, I want to give, to share, to feed the hungry, clothe the naked, give the thirsty something to drink…to be more like Christ.

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Grace and peace to you.
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3…2…1…0!

08 Wednesday Sep 2010

Posted by Seeking Peace in Crazy Love, Last day, regrets

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What if today was your last day? 
Would you want to get square with the person who hurt you or just let it go?
Would you want to count your net worth or give it all away?
Would you want to catch your favorite TV show or share your hope with someone?
Would you want to surf the ‘net or share a meal with your friends?
Would you want to swap gossip or share your hopes and love for those around you?
Would you wish you would have spent more time doing a million different things or more time trying to hear God’s will for the days you lived?

What if today was your last day?
Would you be preparing your defense to give before God or preparing your thanks for all that He gave you?
Would you be explaining why you didn’t seek to save the lost, why you didn’t go where Christ went, why you didn’t associate with the people Jesus tried to reach or preparing to share stories about the incredible opportunities He put before you?
Would you be thinking about how your did church at the building or how you took apart of church (his body) into the world?

What if today was your last day?

If today were my last day, I would be a bit confused because there are things I’m having trouble letting go of that I need to let go of.  There is pain, resentment, desires – there are things I am being challenged with that I’m having trouble letting go of and it’s not the way I want to go meet my Creator and Savior.  There are things I need to work on, to pray about and to accept God’s love and grace so that I may share what He gives in abundance.

What if today was your last day?

Grace and peace to you.

More Chan Man

02 Thursday Sep 2010

Posted by Seeking Peace in Chan, Crazy Love, God, Prayer

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We started talking about ideas offered in the book Crazy Love by Frances Chan in class last night.  Thinking about it has re-energized my mind and heart for how I want to serve God and live in His will for me.  In the video clip we watched tonight, Chan talked about our prayer life and how we approach God – whether it be routine or whether we are blown away each time we come in the presence of God to talk to Him.  He related how, after reading Revelations 4, it stopped him and humbled him before talking to God and got him thinking, “when I come into the presence of God, what will be the first thing I want to say?”  Think about it.  We sometimes talk about the questions we want to ask but what will really happen when we approach the presence of God, the Creator of the world, the Author of life, the Healer, the Savior.

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If you haven’t read Crazy Love I can only ask why.  It will challenge the strongest Christian to draw nearer to God, to reassess their life and the path they are walking. 

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Grace and peace to you.
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