In Brazil, we go on a retreat in the country and the one thing that always makes a memory are the cold showers. The retreat facilities catch water in a cistern and there is nothing, other than the sun, that heats the water. I got a reminder of those days on Monday. Two members of the family had already had the joy of a cold shower before I got in. WOW!

Here’s my plug for Total Plumbing Solutions. Joe got a hot water heater out and installed on Monday and we are back to showers with hot water. Hot water is good.
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I missed the President’s speech last night but have heard some comments from supporters and haters. Too much of the same ‘ol, same ‘ol.
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I was reminded of the spiritual battle that rages around us last night. A guy I was talking to was telling me about a relative who has a 28 year old daughter that is battling a brain tumor and has only a few weeks to live. He was telling me about the testing of faith his relative has gone through. I can’t imagine the challenge that would be before me knowing one of my children was terminally ill; the questions I would have for God but it was encouraging to hear how this family is approaching it so far. I know they will have tough days ahead and hope their faith will be strengthened through dark times.

God is good but His goodness isn’t in what we have today but in what awaits us. Health and wealth are nice things to have but God has plans that are far, far greater than what we can comprehend today. I look forward to when I can share that glorious time with Him.

I picked Michigan over Clemson and Western Kentucky over Illinois. I told myself to take Maryland over California but couldn’t do it for some reason. Heyfelvdt or whatever his name is for Gonzaga is a player. I missed the UCLA-VCU game…sounds like a nailbiter to the wire.
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Have you ever had the experience where you thought you knew something then realized how much you didn’t know but started learning and understanding and it opened your eyes to ideas and concepts you had never grasped before? When it happens, it’s a whole new ballgame. You begin to see things you were somehow blind to before. You begin to grasp things that didn’t make sense or didn’t register with you before. It’s as if doors are opened and you travel through time and space that you didn’t know existed.

I am in one those periods and I hope it doesn’t stop. Each week brings new revelations with plenty of stuff to chew on, to think about and process. It is exciting and a bit scary at times and I hope it doesn’t stop. I want to know more, to understand better.

I hope your day is filled with the knowledge of the hope and peace and love afforded each of us by God.

For every email I get blaming the Democrats, I should be getting many more with many different faces. Where is the email blaming the people who fudged their loan applications to get a house that was too big or a car that was too expensive? Where is the email of the person who votes their incumbents in time after time because they wear the Republican label and then say we need to throw the bums out? Where is the email blaming people who have voted for a party without really knowing what that party was going to do with our trillions of dollars?

I worked in the home health care industry for a few years and I have seen how the government system works. It’s horrible and easy to abuse. Guess what! There are a lot of people running businesses who make their money on easily abused government systems and…those people abuse the system. Is the government to blame or is the business person who abuses the loopholes to blame?

There are Republicans blaming Democrats for the AIG mess who seem to have forgotten that the former Republican administration was the first to give a handout to AIG.

I didn’t vote for Obama and probably wouldn’t vote for him if we were doing it all over again but it doesn’t mean our politicians need to point fingers instead of accepting blame and fixing things.

I’m tired of all the blaming. Let’s get over it and move on. Solutions, not blame, is what is needed today. Looking back is useless except as a learning exercise of what to avoid in the future. To bring it up over and over is not productive and not beneficial to a country mired in a mess.

Send me an email with good ideas and send me an email with politicians who are working to fix the problems. I’m tired of living in the past.

March Madness cranks up in a couple of days. I love it – my favorite postseason play of any sport. I’m not sure how Texas made it in with their play the past 2 months but I don’t see them getting past Duke. I’m rooting for North Carolina to win it all but think either Louisville or Memphis may have a good shot. I can’t wait for tip-off.
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I just deleted the majority of what I had written. Sometimes I go off and today…I was really going off. I need to think about it a little longer and decide if I really want to sound the way I think I sounded.

The crux of it was my weariness of getting emails about Obama killing the country. I’m no fan but all of our problems started long before Obama thought about running for President. It’s easy to blame the government without looking at ourselves. Who put them there? Uh-oh…here I go again.
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A portion of Psalm 23 popped up on my blog this morning. It’s my favorite scripture for personal reasons but also because I have come to own it. The Lord is my shepherd, He is all that I need. Not, the Lord is my shepherd and He is all that I need along with my house and car and job and…and…and.

If everything went away today, if I lost it all, would I still believe what the verse says? Would you? Would I be perfectly content and joyful if all I have is the Lord? Living on the streets, begging for food or money – would the Lord be enough for me? Working a minimum wage job and living in a 1 room apartment – would the Lord be enough for me? Making millions and living in a mini-mansion – would the Lord be enough for me?

It’s tough to answer because I can’t fully fathom those scenarios but it’s the state I want to reach. It’s something that I am grappling with, something I want to understand for what it means for me.

Do you ever hear God talking to you? I use the word “hear” loosely because I’m not sure anyone can actually hear God (but I’m not sure they can’t either) but there are times when I can’t help but believe He is talking to me. The scriptures that have popped up on my blog site for the past week or two have all spoken to my heart. They have been things I have needed to read/hear at that moment, things that have helped me understand or through a struggle.

A friend told me about something called centered-prayer. I read a little bit about it, probably not enough to understand, but the essence of what I got from what I read was to be quiet, to simply listen for God. That’s not easy. Try it sometime. Try sitting still for 5 minutes without thought entering your mind. Goodness, try it for 1 minute. Anyway, I have been trying to do just that and don’t do very well, but the effort to simply be quiet, turn off the TV, radio, Internet and try to avoid thoughts; to be perfectly still and quiet…to wait to hear God…it’s a peaceful and cleansing moment in time.

I hope to hear God but I can’t do it with my mouth running, with my thoughts ruling my head, with my agenda before His. I have to get very close to God to hear Him. I have to rid myself of me and open my heart, my soul, my mind and my strength to only Him. What a beautiful challenge, what a glorious hope.

I didn’t think I would be spending any more space on TO but his press conference with Buffalo cracked me up. He hopes to make the Buffalo Bills “North America’s team.” Does he think Canada is going to cheer for Buffalo now that TO is in town? Surely it has to be humbling for him to go from the Cowboys and at least the talk about a Super Bowl to Buffalo, a 2nd tier team at this point.
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There is some great Christian music being made today and I have found certain songs that really resonate with me. One of my favorite groups is Third Day and a new song they have out is one of those songs. Revelation is about wanting to hear from God, wanting to know what He wants me to do, which path to take and the struggle that it is to wait at times. I get lost when I try to find my way on my own and I am learning to wait on God for direction and that is why I love this song.

Here are the lyrics to Third Day’s “Revelation”

My life has led me down the
road that’s so uncertain
Now I am left alone and I am broken
Trying to find my way
Trying to find the faith that’s gone

This time I know that you are
holding all the answers
I’m tired of losing hope and taking chances
On roads that never seem
To be the ones that bring me home

(Chorus)
Give me a revelation
Show me what to do
‘Cause I’ve been trying to find my way
I haven’t got a clue
Tell me should I stay here
Or do I need to move
Give me a revelation
I’ve got nothing without you
I’ve got nothing without you

My life has led me down this
path that’s ever winding
Through every twist and turn, I’m always finding
That I am lost again
Tell me when this road will ever end

I don’t know where I can turn
Tell me, when will I learn
Won’t you show me where I need to go
Let me follow your lead
I know that it’s the only way
that I can get back home

(Chorus)

Regardless of what I thought about writing today, how could it top the TO news? Yes, the Cowboys are cutting the talented, loud-mouthed receiver. I don’t know Terrell Eldorado Owens other than from public appearance. I choose to believe that TO battles a number of problems internally and I believe his desire to win is incredibly high and the collision of the two created the spark that would set him off.

I had hoped the best for TO. He looks like an electric personality with a smile that can brighten up everything around him but he also had a mouth that seems to divide people from the locker room to the talk radio airwaves. I can’t help but wonder what Dale Hansen will have to say about it tonight.

I don’t know where TO will land but I hope it’s a place with a strong-armed, thick-skinned QB. I can’t imagine he will slide off into obscurity remembering how he was doing sit-ups in his driveway for reporters while his paid mouth (agent) rambled away before TO signed with the Cowboys. I expect a press conference with lots of fireworks but who knows?

Adios TO. I know Rick Ross will miss you…or maybe not, but good luck in the future. Maybe there is a place that won’t have a running back and can throw passes on every play.

I wonder what happened on the boat with the 4 football players. How did 1 make it and the other 3 didn’t? It’s a tragic story with a lot of questions that will probably go unanswered.

The question of the day on Mike and Mike (ESPN Radio) is if you would buy a used car owned by a celebrity/athlete. Brett Favre put his truck for sale on eBay and offered to autograph the dashboard for the winner.

I’ve heard predictions the economic problems will begin to turn around sometime between July and late next year. TV weather forecasters have a better track record than that. Can you imagine them saying “it will rain sometime between July and late next year”?

There was a news item yesterday that Bill Gates has banned iPhones and iPods from his house for his wife and kids. I’m betting that drives them nuts. All their fortune comes from Windows and Apple products are the cool things to have.

There are a ton of new electronic gadgets on the market. Phones that do anything and everything, GPS units, electronic book readers. It’s amazing and I wonder what the future will bring. I use an iPhone, iPod, laptop and GPS. I think the Kindle book reader looks like a cool gadget to have and can’t imagine what is coming next. I remember thinking email would revolutionize communication and along comes MySpace, Facebook, Twitter and who knows what else that I can’t keep up with.

Rumor has it warmer weather is coming. I like that in some ways, not so much in others. If it would stay in the 70’s and 80’s I would look forward to warm weather. As it is in Texas, warmer weather makes me start thinking about August.

Have a great day. God is so good.

WARNING: The following question is a trick question. Who is the most Christ-like person you know?

The problem with the question, in my mind, is that it leads me to compare myself with another human, another struggling, fallible soul. I’ve been guilty in the past of looking at someone I know and thinking I wanted to be more like them. The problem is if I look at someone else and begin to think I’ve got it more together than that person.

Christ is my comparison. I need to strive to follow his example.

I am imperfect. I wasn’t made that way but have entered a world full of spiritual battles with forces that want to lead me to destructive decisions and, at times, I have fallen prey to those forces. On the other hand, I have God’s Holy Spirit and, praise God, I have also relied on the power of the helper He sent me to win the battle against evil.

I will not lead a perfect life from this moment forward but I will make Christ the goal I want to strive for. I don’t want to look at other humans who are waging the same fight that I am as my example nor my crutch to feel better about myself. I want to rejoice in the times I live like Christ and I will repent in the times I fall short of my example but I will remain focused on how He lived and how He wants me to live through the good and the bad.

“But he knows the way that I take; when he has tested me, I will come forth as gold. My feet have closely followed his steps; I have kept to his way without turning aside.” (Job 23:10-11)

I love the words of Job. I have been and remain on a spiritual journey – one that will lead me to a destination of beauty or destruction depending on the road I choose to follow. As I look back on my trip, I see beautiful points I have visited and I also see some really bad places I was fortunate to make it through. Some of those places still leave images in my mind that I don’t want to see again and I hope those images will help me better choose the path I take going forward.

I’ve been given a great GPS (God’s Perfect System) and a navigator (Holy Spirit) that will help lead me to the mountain of God if I choose to listen. I want to take the better path, not that it will be easy but it will be the one where God is watching me, refining me and purifying me – turning me into gold. I want to be like Job, keeping to His way without turning aside.

God is so good.